special birthday post for 26th Oktober 2009

on 28th Oktober,
empa and i recorded a birthday song,
he played the struming,i did the plucking.
dedicated to the one and only person,
who called me brother bear
and
the only person who think that i`m her fairygodfather.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETCANDYSUGARRUSH.
"theres not even a second in Hannover,
that i didnt think of u."
I MISS U BEYOND WORDS.

on the night of 27th Oktober,
i went to the eight wonder of the world.
whch is,her Xanga blog. i re-read it.
BUT, THIS TIME,
i went line to line.
READ EVERY SINGLE WORDS.
resulting a serious breakdown,
i was touched. emotionaly unstable.
*regain composure*

this shall be my repply than ;

"true, DEUTSCHLAND is a bitch.
for making our distance far far away
how could i ever forget,
we used to talk on the phone for inexorbitant hours.
used to sing many songs ceaselessly, and laugh like a manic.
used to gossiping and make fools of everybody we dont like.
we laugh, sing and cry together.
used to compliment one another"

so i wish upon a fallen star,enough for me by just hearing ur voice again; )


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on the 26th Oktober,
i send a birthday wish to her.
BUT,ONLY THROUGH HER MOM`s NUMBER.
was just a short msg,to let her know,
that shes still my prozac.

day before 26th oktober,
i talked to somebody that i havent spoke for about one and a half years.
BUT, IT WAS ONLY A DREAM.
i woke up with smile on my face.